It's just a weeks ago, things happen and I already miss my best friend!
Things doesn't get along with each other, simply because...
She...
He..
errmm...

          It's over, and I want her back as my friend! Hmm..... I don't wanna discuss about the problem... simply because, well, ... it is like...

          Well, when everyone gets angry about something, they tend to burst things out..
and then, when we try to resolve the situation, but you can't...

          Just because inside you, you know you are right.. you want to prove you are right.. and... it's not my fault either! She started it...

          And I go on and go on... being mad at her... but at the same time, feel bad about it too.. like some stupid curse in my heart!

          After a few days, you know deep inside you(me), that whatever the problem is, losing a friend to me, is worst than the problem itself!

          Later on, I discover that I don't really care about the problem, I just what her back! Even if it wasn't my fault.. or if there was really, my fault... then I would like to say sorry, on my part!

          I don't want to think about the problem or solve it either! I just want to leave it and don't want to talk about it! It makes both party happy and can be friends with each other!

          My only problem now, is what to say to her?
"Hi, are u free? can we talk?" <"toot" "toot"... phone engage>
"Hi, Ju here..." <"toot" "toot"... phone engage>
"Hi, err.. u there?" <"What the fuck u calling me for?" "toot" "toot"... phone engage">

          All this things, are running in my mind! It is not the say that she is the only 'friend' that I have, in this entire planet...

          Well, that's because I treasure friendship! Especially the ones that closest to me! It is 'obvious' that I felt that I miss her... than she miss me! Because, she has a stronger heart and losing a friend like me, it is like losing 10 sen coin!

          But to me, "ONLY" those close to me, are worth more than any value of money! Even if she doesn't mind losing me as a friend, but somehow, on the other side, I do mind!

          It is.... juz being me..

          Miss her when we had fun times... hmm...

I must redeem myself and pray about it..

-n-